A journal with only ANGRY posts

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 12:41:06 GMT

we people have dignity. not like you.
motherfucking slut.

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 09:23:27 GMT

BBgirl finally bought her webcam!!! AFTER 100320832753 YEARS.
we can finally webcamszzsz! (:

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 17:34:01 GMT

if you must know, i am sick of having to initiate all these time.

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 18:03:20 GMT

and so, im going to move in MAY. though the location is................not good, its still a 5 room flat. meaning, HUGE SPACE TO PUT IN A WALK IN WARDROBE. hahaha. okay, thats not going to come true. that space's reserved for storage room. suck. but the rooms are HUGE. like master master bedroom size. and there's a balcony! kinda looking forward to it. and finally, i can design my own room!! platformsssssssss, white walls, white wardrobe, sofa, television, punching bag, etc. excited liao lorsxzsdasnbcs

(:

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 03:35:27 GMT

JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK.
JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK.
JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK.
JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK.

JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK. JERK.

JERKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 18:15:44 GMT

HA HA.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 18:08:07 GMT

a man, who really loved his job as a cheif editior of a newspaper firm, quit his job. his daughter asked why. and he replied, he had to quit sooner or later. he found himself getting more angry as the day goes by. angry with his staffs, the work done by his staffs. and when he found out that he's going to work everyday angrily, he knew he had to quit before he really flares up at work.

how i wish i can leave. just like him. leave this house, school.
i hate all the projects coming along every week. i hate having to work after school hours. i hate having to only have 1 driving lesson every 2 weeks. i hate seeing the place getting so messed up. i hate having to return to this home where i dont call it home since long ago. i hate having to share the same room as sonia cus she's so fucking selfish who thinks only for herself. i hate having to tolerate people's attitude. i hate having to wake up so early to go to school. i hate coming home. i hate everybody.

goodnight.

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:41:49 GMT

i hate your short boss.
ive got this urge to just text the boss some sarcastic remarks and tell him off at the same time. but maybe i should be smart and do that after i get my pay cheque. SEX SELLS? FUCK YOU, SERIOUSLY YOU ASSHOLE.

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:06:42 GMT

OMFG IM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR BKK!!!!
SEEING SO MANY PPL WENT AND CAME BACK WITH SOOOOOO MANY CLOTHES, ETC MAKES ME JEALOUS MUCH MUCH.

IM GOING TO BKK FO SURE. LATEST, MARCH.
okay, i know. its still like monthsssss away. but seriously, ive been planning this bkk trip since the beginning of this year. am saving up enough $$ to shop w/o thinking over there.
and no. i do NOT want to go HONGKONG again. not yet.
BKK FIRST. THEN TAIWAAAANNNN. MUUUUAAAAHAHHHAHAHAHHA.

shop and eat onlyyyyyyyyyyy~
both countries, during next year. happy happy.
anybody wna go with me to BKK during late march after i manage to graduate????
APPLY TO FRIENDS ONLY. NO PARENTS/RELATIVES. THANKYOUVERYMUCH. :D

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 15:41:51 GMT

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SCHOOL IS STARTING NEXT WEEK.

WTFBBQQQQQ........................................ :(

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 18:33:37 GMT

time check: 2.30am
what ive accomplished:
-Help AJ to download stuffs
-Finally able to fix my webcam and use it
-Webcam-ed with AJ
-Danced to future love
-NUDGED LEEYING, CORINNE, JERM AND KAILUN TO WATCH MY DANCE OVER WEBCAM

leeying & corinne totally enjoyed my dance please!
kailun was saying im crazy and laughing all the way.
jerm's just cant be bothered with me.
AHAHAHAHHAHHAHA.
CARMEN! WHY ARE YOU NOT ONLINE! WE CAN WEBCAM YOU KNOW. THEN I CAN SHOW U MY GROOVESSSSS. HAHAHAHA.

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 16:58:25 GMT

OH MY GOD. I JUST REALISED THAT WE'RE ON THIS YEAR'S SEVENTEEN SUPER STYLIN'O9 PROMOTIONAL POSTER.
AAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! REEEEEEETARD.

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 08:30:36 GMT

you do know how it feels to have your hopes raised up high and crashed down low. you do know how that feels right?
i was at my weakest yesterday. i held my tears all the way home and only let it all out when im alone in room.
i have been waiting for months in vain. the things that you promised, you dont do it at all. thats why il always say promises are too, meant to be broken. it is really up to this point of time, i give up in hoping for you to do something. im seriously disappointed in you. to the point whereby i dont even want to talk it out anymore. i mean, whats the use of having to repeat the same thing over and over again? perhaps the longer the relationship is, the lesser each will do for each other. maybe i should stop trying.
you probably think that im kicking up a big fuss over nothing. but oh well, i dont want to start this whole shit over with you again.

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:53:03 GMT

are you cheating again?

pills & jump.

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 17:50:14 GMT

ive been feeling really stressed up lately that even a small little thing can trigger me. this stressed up.
which i even have thoughts in just ending my life. no kidding.

HA HA.

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 16:23:04 GMT

go fuck yourself, seriously.

if you think im referring to you, then you're wrong.
its me.
(not in the way you think of)

this is where i want to go, AJ

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:32:16 GMT

recently, i have added one more wish to my multiple ones when i offer joss sticks. and that's to find my goal in life soon. what i want to do in the near future. very stupid and silly, yes.
ive been thinking and bombarding AJ with lots of ideas of mine for the future. lots of different different kind of jobs.

pilot.
model.
wedding planner.
fashion designer.
jewellery designer.
chef.
singer.
magician.
actress.
writer for columns.
work in an events company.
or work in a publishing company.
etc.

and everytime il be like, "hey, i thought of what i want to be in in the future! a .....!" and he'l go like "mmm, okay. how do you want me to support you when you keep changing your mind every now and then?"
HA HA. ive seriously got no interest in continuing studies. but ive got no choice do i? every job requires me to have a degree or whatever cert. unless, il be my own boss. which is not possible at all. but definitely definitely, im not going for a desk-bound job. it brings me misery & migrain. DSI has successfully mould me into someone who HATES desk-bound jobs.

oh well. since im only 19 right now, i should enjoy life as it is right? :D

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 10:13:41 GMT

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 02:58:55 GMT

LAST DAY IN CDM TODAY!
YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU'VE GOT NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW. FINALLY AWAY FROM HERPES BOY.
FINALLY GOT MY WEEKENDS FREE TO GO OUT AND SHOP SHOP SHOP.
FINALLYYYYYYY.

for AJ & I

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 16:17:36 GMT

How to Slim Down Your Face

In order to give your face a nice trim shape, you must begin by changing your habits in everyday life.

Apply UV protection cream often.
Drink a lot of water.
Get adequate sleep.
Eat lots of fruits and vegetables.
Massage your face often.

The Benefits of Facial Massage

Massaging helps increase the metabolic rate and improve blood circulation, and not only does it slim the face - it also improves your skin. Try massaging your face with your favourite skin care products, as this will help your skin absorb them better.

Massage your face every evening to help tone facial muscles and slim your face.

Massage Techniques for the Face

Using the middle part of your middle fingers, press on different parts of your face. Press each part 20 times. Start from the bridge of your nose, pressing upwards to your eyebrows and outwards to your forehead. Then start from the corners of your mouth and press towards the inner corners of your eyes. Finally, press from your chin to the sides of your face all the way to your ears.
Use the back of your hand and rapidly pat your chin 30 times. This helps to firm the chin.
Use your middle finger and massage your face starting from the bridge of your nose, tracing the eyebrows and then tracing back to your nose. Repeat 10 times. Next, place your middle fingers onto the bridge of your nose, and slide vertically to your forehead. Place all fingers onto your forehead, and massage gently outwards to your temples, then stop and apply light pressure. Next, massage down the sides of your face, and trace back to your nose. Repeat 10 times.
Lean back and use your palm or fingertips to press on the middle of your eyebrows and push upwards. At the same time, use your tongue to press against your upper jaw, pressing your molars together. Remain in this position and count to 10. Gradually relax. After several repetitions, count to 20 instead of 10.

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 15:23:41 GMT

third year is a very very very dangerous year.
everybody said so.
stef realised that too.

HA HA.

preview

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 15:18:46 GMT

tadaa!

this is the flower hair clip that i managed to do out this afternoon when working. its actually purple in colour! ive been wanting to do this out and put it up on SR. and ive finally got the time to really sit down and do this! this is the first ever one that ive done so far. still got much improvements to go. hopefully, il be able to put this up on SR by this weekend. HEH HEH. anybody wants? LAI LAI.

spam

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 16:45:47 GMT

L: Hey look, thats the kind of breed i used to have! pomperanian! but it looks different from the usual ones. but i still like this chow chow.
AJ: Oh, pomegranate.
L: HUH? WHATS THAT CALLED? (points to pomperanian)
AJ: pomegranate
L: then this one? (points to chowchow)
AJ: chinchow (:

but anw if you must know, I MISS MY CHIN CHOW. :(
im glad we're getting chinchow! sooooooo excited to have chinchow running around at home! HEE HEE.
BUT, IM STILL GOING TO TURN CHINCHOW INTO A LION! gna cut its hair like a lion's mane. force him to watch lions documentry, make him roar like a lion and scare away everybody! LIKE THIS!

if not, il turn it into a panda! DYE ITS HAIR TO BLACK AND WHITE like that the others do. LIKE THIS! WHOO HOO!

okay, it actually looks like this when young.

and, this is CHINCHOW.

deep-thinker

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 09:36:56 GMT

i cant help but be amazed at some people who can type huge ass chunk of stuffs on their livejournals.
seriously, what gives you all the motivation to sit down infront of the computer screen and type the, proper post out?

laine needs to learn dress up

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 09:23:49 GMT

if im $5k richer, il get every item from topshop, dorothy, miss selfrige,mango & haji lane. but sadly, im only $300 richer this month. which pretty much suck. none of the above, yup.

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